Kaotic Existence

Ok . i know i have been kind of lacking in the posting. but life has just been way to dam good. i have never been happier. Thats why i first got this “blog”. was so i could vent. blow of my bull shit. there has been nothing wrong. So i will try something new. ill try writting the good shit.

Life couldn’t get any better. I have the greatest girlfriend on the planet! i dunno what it is. It’s like she is my double. we get along . we have fun together. we enjoy the same things. i duno. i sometimes still think its all a dream. and one day i will wake up. I wake up every morning beside her, with my first thought being . Im so lucky. Where has this girl been all my life.

So it has been a while. and really only reason is, no time. and really im fine with it. life is great, ill write when bad shit happens. lol.

i have been getten ready for winter. snowboard season, getten new boots and board.

arg whatever im tired. gong to sleep.

yeah i know. i haven’t been writing anything on here for a while. ill start again, I have just been happy. and have nothing to bitch about. im leaving in two weeks . ash and i are heading out to vancover. go spend some money. just a lil vaca. but next year. we going to Greece. but shh.. don’t her. lol.

Life has just been way too great to bitch about the remedial shit. i could care less, about the thing that used to piss me off. now . just dont seem to mater. with these two in my life. they never fail to make me smile. our make the crusty ness just vanish. Ashley is the greatest person to ever come into my life.

So for the last two years. i haven’t gotten pulled over. I been bragging to people how i i seem to get away with speeding all the time. how i have a horse shoe up my ass. till a week after i got my Mazda. Merging onto grout road. Now if ANYONE here is from Edmonton. you know groat is where it is to take your new car. anyways, so i i get pinnind. god thing all the traffic was slowing down cause i was going pretty fucking fast. i think i got pulled for doing 80. but long story short, and how patience pays off. i sat their fr 25 minutes before the cop came over. and asked me if i had been talked to.
Cop - Has anyone talked to you yet?
Me- No sr.
Cop - so you been sitting here patiently waiting?
me- yeah for about 25 minutes now.

The cop kinda looks over, as saying get out of here.
me- no you gota say it out loud.
Cop -LEAVE.

Vroom vroom i ripped out of there. Laughed my ass off for about 20 minutes. Yeah !!!! the horse shoe is still up there!!!!!

Hell ash looked hot last night! i got pics 200+ they bee up soon!. and yeah i looked all sexy too. but ha no pics of me.

so yeah almost 2 months being with ashley and i couldnt be happier. i didnt know it was possiable to be as exiceted as i am to be with someone. i dunno. its just really really really good!!! like really good!

And it’s always good to have a good time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

peace out bitches. love yeah…..

Ash. You fuckin rock!!!!!!!!!!!

Holly fuck 2700.00 later. my truck run’s like it is brand new. its fucking sweet. But im buying a car. I only owe a lil bit on my truck. so im going to buy a car. it embarrassing picking people up in my truck. i would have to clean it . like dust and vacuum every other day just to keep it clean, an thats bull shit. so near end of July , or august. im going to buy a car. i have a couple ideas. going too look into it. but yeah. so robs birthday party is on saturday really looking forward to getting ripped. fuckin yes. im going to get drunk. peace

The last couple weeks, have been simply amazing! My life has been nothing less then exceptional!! I never thought I could have so much fun with someone. But its true. the best part is. im myself. I dont feel any need to be the social chameleon that im so good at being.

I swear i had this big speech i want to type out. This whole big rant about nothing. but somthing at the same time. now i cant remember. o well do it later. when i remember.

LIFE IS PEACHY!

ill be the one who kneels before the dreams i wanted. I’m counting ufo’s. At this moment i am happy, I’ma pull out my knife or rifle I’m a polite psycho, its a full out cycle Of a trifle life, cops can suck my cock if they don’t like us I hang around prospects strikers bikers. its a long way down, to the place we started from. Concrete barn. This world will never be what i expected, I will not leave alone. Dont judge me on who i was, but for who i am now. I would rather be hated for who i am. then loved for what im not. My past was ruff. life is throwin me it’s hand. people say the dumbest shit. do you practice being vague. It like staring at the sun too long. i like squeezing lemon juice in your eye. I fight dirty. Sticks and stones cant break my bones, but your words will kill me. i hate shaving. i think god is a a fairy tale created for adults with no will power of their own. Ill put your head in the toilet till i get all the shit out of your brain,. what are you talking about. Swamp water. heavey beats. and loud bass. you think your shit dont stink. this is so random. if your reading this, your a retard. but im sure you know that already. celebrate holidays of self hatred. I hate my birthday. and Christmas, why dose everybody want to kick my ass. i always been the kind to get along. Its always on my dime. i want to get high. I drive way to fast. ill die driving. my phone is all most dead. Cowboys rapping. wow. im not that bright, but light turn on somtimes. there is someone i like. cock rock. rum and coke. may snowboarding. layer cake. i like your style. the lights are dim, its dark outside. could never be your enemy. ill watch the world tumble down. constellation of frustration. Step away from the window. who am i to think i could. Me, myself, and i, Myself and me dont really like I. that just gave me a great idea. your still a retard. amd you still know it.

Ok i know i haven’t really been posting anything, as often as use too. It not that i have lost interest with my site. Like i do with alot of things i start. Just that there has been thing’s preoccupying my time. I haven’t been watching tv at all. the last month i have been kind of addicted to Stargate. watching about 5 episodes a night. sometimes only 2 or 1. And there is my photography. still learning alot. figuring out what makes a good shot. how to set it up.
Decided i need a speed light. so ill pick on up in a month or so. depends. There’s work. working alot. New people’s in my life. people i like. and would rather do things with then then sit in my house. playing on my computers. watching tv. but yeah. For me to know and none of you too find out.

the hits are still in the hundreads a day. at about 75% new ip’s so thats kinda cool. there was one that came almost ten times. so i blocked.. i dont like stalkers. well yeah i do, who am i kidding. and more hate mail. keep em coming people i feel famous, when i get 50 good ones. ill post them all onto their own page.

but i dont know. i need to go shower. peace.