You have to be fucked in the head when..
I have grown up always wanting a family. At my age, My brother had his first kid. and one on the way. I’m 23 and no sight of a future. Witch is fine with me. I have my 3 year plan. I know, what when and where i want to be in 3 years. For the next three years. I will pack away up 30 000 dollars. + not included in that is any of my Privately Funded money. If any of you know me in any way. you know once my mind is set on something . Anything i want.. i dont stop till i get it.. im like a tornado I will almost do what ever it takes, as long as my family dose not get hurt. When you want something in life ,FIGHT for it. Roll anything, anyone who gets in you way. Self preservation, if you dont take care of your self. Dont expect anyone else to. If you ever ask yourself. Why i would do somthing, that i have done , just think of that . SELF PRESERVATION.
i kind of wondered off track. sorry anyways. I want a child. Not right now. not for a long time.
Well you know how people, have these dreams. of the perfect famaily. …………………..I guess my idea of my future , has changed the last two months. I don’t want the perfect cloned everyday. wanna be . pretensions family.
Want i want, i want the. One night stand, Called 8 weeks later. tellen me she’s pregnant, 9 months later im a daddy. That what i want . i know it sounds fucked up.. and it is.. i just don’t want too be married. or with someone for the rest of my life. from what i have learned, i really think i am ment to be alone. the trick is. I make 60 000 a year, at 23, so all i know is. that i can only go up from here.
Im kind of fucked in the head. and well thats why you are reading this……..
